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Childhood

Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for the world that I come from
‘Cause I’ve been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart…
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities…
‘Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me…

People say I’m not okay
‘Cause I love such elementary things…
It’s been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I’ve never known…

Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne…

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I’m strange that way
‘Cause I love such elementary things,
It’s been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood I’ve never known…

Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly…

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I’ve had

Have you seen my Childhood…

ah.. selalu sedih denger lagu ini.

(MJ)

habis

Habis sudah
Airmata sang kekasih
Meratapi kekasihnya tak berubah
Karna cinta tak mau dikhianati
Juga cinta tak mau terbagi-bagi
Itu sebabnya
Dan habislah
Rasa di dada yang menyiksa
Akhirnya
Jawabanya
Ketulusan

- Glenn Fredly

rainy days

Here we are
In the middle of September
And the rain comes down again
Stay inside
We don’t have to leave the bedroom
Where it’s safe and warm and dry

Reff :
I can’t wait to see the sunshine
Feel like chasing away the grey skies
And now there’s so much more I see

You and I
We’ve got everything we need here
Tell the world to go away

Bunglon

Simple Together

You’ve been my golden best friend
Now with post-demise at hand
I can’t go to you for consolation
Cause we’re off limits during this transition
This grief overwhelms me
It burns in my stomach
And I can’t stop bumping into things
I thought we’d be simple together
I thought we’d be happy together
Thought we’d be limitless together
I thought we’d be precious together
But I was sadly mistaken
You’ve been my soulmate and then some
I remembered you the moment I met you
With you I knew god’s face was handsome
With you I saw fun and expansion
This loss is numbing me
It pierces my chest
And I can’t stop dropping everything
I thought we’d be sexy together
Thought we’d be evolving together
I thought we’d have children together
I thought we’d be family together
But I was sadly mistaken
If I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared
If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented
If I had a dime for every hand thrown up in the air
My wealth would render this no less severe
I thought we’d be genius together
I thought we’d be healing together
I thought we’d be growing together
Thought we’d be adventurous together
But I was sadly mistaken
Thought we’d be exploring together
Thought we’d be inspired together
I thought we’d be flying together
Thought we’d be on fire together
But I was sadly mistaken
(Simple Together - Alanis Morissette)

faithful dreams

Baby, you`re all that I want to be hold
Cause every time I close my eyes
You`re always being around in my mind

And if tears, are down in my arms
You`ll around me
Don`t you see, you`re heal my heart
From the pain..

Can`t you see how?
You are holding my mind
So please understand me
Can`t you feel how?

I`m living my life without you
So please don`t you leave me here

Baby, you`re all that I want to be here
Cause every time I close my eyes
You`re always spinning around in my mind
- Homogenic

stuck on you (yes you..)

Stuck on you
I’ve got this feeling down deep in my soul that I just can’t lose
Guess I’m on my way
Needed a friend
And the way I feel now I guess I’ll be with you ’til the end
Guess I’m on my way
Mighty glad you stayed

- Lionel Richie

where are you going?

Where are you going?
With your long face
Pulling down
Don’t hide away
Like an ocean
That you can’t see but you can smell
And the sound of the waves crash down

I am no Superman
I have no reasons for you
I am no hero
Oh, that’s for sure
But I do know one thing
Is where you are is where I belong
I do know where you go
Is where I want to be

Where are you going?
Where do you go?

Are you looking for answers
To questions under the stars?
Well, if along the way
You are grown weary
You can rest with me until
A brighter day and you’re okay

Where are you going?

Where do you go?

Tell me, where are you going?
Where?
Well, let’s go

- Dave Matthews Band

satu bintang di langit kelam

by : Dewi Lestari (RSD)

angkasa tanpa pesan
merengkuh smakin dalam
berselimut debu waktu ku menanti cemas
kau datang dengan sederhana
satu bintang dilangit kelam
sinarmu rimba pesona
dan ku tahu tlah tersesat
**
kukejar kau takkan bertepi
menggapaimu takkan bersambut
sendiri membendung rasa ini
sementara kau membeku
khayalku terbuai jauh
pelita kecilmu mengalir pelan
dan aku terbenam
Redup kilau mu tak mengarah
jadilah diriku selatan
namun tak kau sadari
hingga kini dan nanti
back to **

lagu yang pernah bikin nangis dan bikin nangis (lagi) kemaren

lagu candu

Jika jatuh cinta itu buta
Berdua kita akan tersesat
Saling mencari di dalam gelap
Kedua mata kita gelap
Lalu hati kita gelap
Hati kita gelap
Lalu hati kita gelap
JIKA jatuh cinta itu biasa saja
(Efek Rumah Kaca - Jatuh Cinta Itu Biasa Saja)

Pliiis.. saya udah ga mau rewind lagu ini lagi, karena candu.. hehe!
(atau saya nya aja yang lagi sok romantis yah?)

this time

Tonight the sky above
Reminds me of you, love
Walking through wintertime
Where the stars all shine
The angel on the stairs
Will tell you I was there
Under the front porch light
On a mystery night

I’ve been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back ?
Could I get you off my mind
This time

The neon lights in bars
And headlights from the cars
Have started a symphony
Inside of me
The things I left behind
Have melted in my mind
And now there’s a purity
Inside of me

:: Jonathan Rhys Meyers, OST August Rush